hello once more. deep apologies for posting vents in such close timely proximity to each other. i just wanted to let you know that i may not be posting anything soon besides vents/updates, and art that i said may take a week might take longer. tw: s3lf harm, panic attacks everything got really bad last night. i was up till 11:50 pm talking about how bad school was to my mom. we started talking at like 10. that's how bad everything is. she left, and i. . . well. i panicked. as in, panic attack. i wanted to feel pain. i /needed/ to. and i let myself. and it got worse. and i couldn't stop. my mom's worried about possible infection. i skipped school because i hurt myself. on purpose. with scissors. sorry y'all. i've built up a community of people, and i'm so grateful for all of it. promises may be shattered, i just wanted to say. still with love and sparkles, cactusshade <3
