look, I know some of the projects i've made are messed up, and I'm really sorry ok, I will promise to be better for now on, I just want all of this to stop, it's too pressuring on me like I'm being pulled down to the bottom of an ocean, and it questions me why did I even do those projects, why have I done them, am I really that much of an idiot to do it, and the preasure gets worse and worse to the point i'm losing my sanity and.......I just wanna leave that old me behind, I will never, EVER, do that stuff again, just please....stop pressuring me with this drama.....i'm sorry, for everything i've done......I'll change for the better for now on.....
