hiatus :(

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So uh Im gonna be on a hiatus “Well really blackout” Yea so since I’ve finished school I would THINK that I would have more free time, but. I don’t. I have less. My three year old sister is potty training, my 15 year old brother still isn’t done with school, my dad is studying for IT and is constantly being pushed to work more on his current job, and my mom just got a new job with less flexible hours. Recently me and my brother have had to watch our sister a LOT. Which sucks cuz she is an absolute GREMLIN ;-; I hate having to act like the most mature kid too, cuz my brother is uh… not very mature. My mom is at home a lot less during the day, and my dad has to leave most days and works at home for the rest. I haven’t even had motivation to draw digitally much for the past few days. So I just… don’t. I dont have much time to check scratch during the day anyway, cuz I’m not usually allowed in my room during the day unless I’m taking a break or something. My parents don’t even know about my scratch account, so I’ve been lying to them about what I’ve been doing, which I feel terrible about. They think Im writing a novel and drawing dragons. Im really just talking to friends on scratch, writing a story for my comic slowly, and drawing my fandoms and OCs. I haven’t really been drawing much of WoF either. In addition, I haven’t been doing too well mentally or spiritually/religiously. My stupid depression and anxiety have been worse and I dread talking to people outside of my family at church. Even tho Im the CLASS PRESIDENT OF YOUNG WOMEN IN OUR WARD. I have really bad social anxiety, and I don’t know the girls in our ward very well, and im too scared to have a normal conversation with them. I also haven’t been reading my scriptures much, nor praying like I used to. I’ve been drained mentally and physically from everything that everybody expects from me, and I just need to take a break from Scratch for a while. Idk when I’ll be back. Sorry this was kind of a vent/rant i just kinda needed to say something about this… I’ll try to work on the contests I entered and MAP parts that I have. I’ll check on scratch occasionally to see if there’s any emergencies, but overall I won’t be on at all. So bai and keep drawing ;w; See you on the flip side, stars <3 ~Blackout ^^