❝ "I don’t have a heart anymore... but I feel like it's beating.” A spider-lilykit application

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Heya I’m @Cryst4L-Cl34r-Dr43m but you can call me kou or zoisite about me! I’m pretty bad at digital art but traditional is my game and like douma or more or so the opposite I’m a very emotional person but one thing we do share is our need to help everyone and others, I actually have had many cats in tss but I gave up on a kit Oreokit that was when I was first in tss but now Katnissbloom is a mentor to bluebonnetkit! Activity and my longevity count! I'm not that active anymore but I am every other week in the summer and when school starts up and I have my iPad I’m always on until 4:20pm, I am keeping Katnissbloom till she dies of old age but my others I had killed off in a storm of anxiety of having the life of something on me but I’m not like that anymore! Dynamics and clan spider-lilykit’s dynamic is pretty messed up I was going to go based on douma’s lore, yet I can’t sadly as this family will be the best one I’ve seen I know it, the clan is going to be pyroclan for reasons and this is a pyro litter! roleplay and my writing I’ll admit I’m not super creative and repeat words till I can think of new, I was in an accelerated writing class in school so I’m good at writing but not so much as typing why I want the kit! I really like the design and I feel I would make a man out of him (mulan ref) he is going to be the one I will hone most and extract every bit of my writing for him Future orientation! Probably a demiboy who loves flowers and needs silence to think he usually hates conversations his flower he likes is roses and lilac Personality Simplified first (+)kind, caring, loves to share(=)Silent on occasion, isnt super chatty, spark of a small conversation(-) scared of some cats, doesn’t like being alone, unmannered Detailed (+) Kind: he is always willing to help a cat even if he doesn’t like them staying silent is his key to being helpful. Caring:He makes sure that everyone is having fun or a good time with or without him. Sharing:he gives most people his things and lets them see what he has to do and to touch. (=) Silent on occasion:he’s been a listener as long as he can remember he doesn’t like to start small talk but does when needed. Not chatty:he usually talks a little he never talks for the whole conversation and just talks when needed. Starts small talk: he rarely does this and when he does the conversation is always funny to be in. (-) Introverted:he is scared of some cats and being too loud or playful and hurting a kit by accident. Hates being alone:he expresses this by sticking close to cats he may not even know anymore. Unmannered:he refuses to own up to his mistakes and blames it on someone he never listens to what he’s told to do Rp examples with him and a chat I did with katnissbloom Him:{his head lowers they stare into the flowers in the sky, he hears a cat approaching and speaks up,”Who’s there?” He asked curiously till he got an answer.} Trivia! 1 his design is based off of douma 2 his name spiderlily is a from of poisonous flower that is lethal to touch! Codewords! “He head lowers watching as the roses mix with the lilac growing near the clan border blow in the wind he is excited for a new leaf from the hot area that is pyroclan.”