When is it okay to cry? It's okay to cry when someone you love dies. It's okay to cry when you're in an unfair situation. Well, unless there's something you can do to make it fair. Then crying... it's simply not logical. Crying instead of doing what you can to change your situation. But my situation is very fair. Especially compared to other situations. And yet... I find myself wanting to cry, to scream, but unable to, because I know it's wrong. There's no reason for me to cry. Anything that comes close to a valid reason for me to cry... oh how hilarious. It's not right to cry due to something that's your own fault. And people think I'm mature, wise even. Maybe to a degree I am, but I don't want to let that get to my head. My brain goes to, "I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to punch a wall." Then, I take note of exactly what is going on and where I am and who is present, and remember what a display of weakness it would be to cry, how undisciplined and how concerning it would be to other people if I screamed, and how loud and damaging to the wall it would be to punch it. And then I realize that there's no valid reason for me to do any of that. So I don't do any of it, because I'm smart, mature, wise, disciplined, like others say. I'm a good boy. And it only makes me want to cry all the more. Even making this, I feel like I'm uselessly complaining. After all, "complaint" is an anagram of "compliant." But I know I need this. I need to listen to that part of me that's willing to say "it hurts" and leave it at that without this toxic introspection more.
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