!! I would prefer that you didn’t like or fav this proj so it doesnt reach many people!! This isn’t targeted to anyone and i would prefer if you didn’t accuse me of saying any of this either in person or on this project .. This is all genuine btw !! im not making anything up my mental health status is decreasing ,, i haven’t been feeling very good recently .. One of these reasons is that my standards for myself are too high ,, i expect myself to have a 100 in all subjects and i get frustrated at myself if i don’t get good grades Today i got 1 question wrong on a math test .. i was completely devastated ,, i cried in class just because i got 1 question wrong .. that probably isnt very healthy to think that though .. a few weeks ago: so basically something about my friend and my art ,, basically I don’t like people other than me looking in my sketchbook even my friends .. Then one of my friends looked over my shoulder when i was doodling and said that my handwriting sucked like what ??? i never asked for you to roast my handwriting .. then they looked at my drawing and they said that it looks weird and that i didn’t do a good job drawing the hair and anatomy like is that any way to treat someone you call your best friend ? anyways i also sent some digital art to them and they responded with why is the eye so big ??? and they also said to another drawing i did “why is the body grey??? It looks so weird and goofy.” like im not looking for praisement but i would appreciate that if you wouldn’t judge my drawings too much .. I also don’t like it when people actively ask you why you gave someone else more gifts (like birthday and christmas gifts) than them .. like its quite obvious that the other person gave me more things and i would like to give them the same amount of stuff so its more fair but it isn’t very fair if someone gave you like a 5 dollar gift and they expect you to also get them an 50 dollar gift like you did for your other friend that gave you a 50 dollar gift. Like it makes me feel bad but at the same time i feel like i shouldn’t spend as much money on some people. I did repay the person by giving them more stuff though so i hope they are happy <33 Anyways i feel a lot better because i let all of these emotions out but anyways bye <33
