hey- it's been a long time since well- iv'e done really anything effective in the community; well honestly I have been more active then you think- so let me explain. first, the start of the last semester, I realized what a harsh reality I was in- ever since my //friend// got a /bit/ rude to me- and spread rumors abt me and false accusations online. ( please do not find them- everything is dealt with and I had to stay in the office listening to them cry for 30 minutes.) The thing is I have a extreme hyperfixation with substances, and herbs..you could see where this is going too.. Anyway, everything is dealt with ( maybe some parts were missing, but this is getting unrelated to the plot) and my friends are nice to me now; but you know what happens when something is good- a million different bad things happen, so after the drama with my friend, guess what? My horrible french teacher decides that everythings better, and that they could GOSSIP about me to other teachers, and spread rumors.. ( grown adult having beef with a minor..erm) and this is one of those teachers who are like everyone likes and they just despise you, and they just stare at you like your making this up. Which I am not lying, because sadly I heard this the hard way. ( not stating for personal reasons) second, I tend to be really sensitive to let's just say : criticism. That's the main factor of how I act, and my beliefs- the thing is; I have absolute horrible bullying that has happened to me in this recent school- due to who I am friends with, and what I wear etc.. So I tend too- well.. Try to be a invisible as possible, and when your unathletic and everything, you are still oing to have side-eyes, and people gossiping about you. So in order to prevent that, I tend to be harsher, and well avoid anything " furry" like or " therian" like, even though I recently found out that i'm a therian; so. but it's a secret since I do not want to get bullied, but first you MAY be asking how does this effect your activity levels ? like you've been active for like a week- well, you may be wondering abt chaos, and I deleted it since well hackers are a common thing, and my mom's a laywer so you know.. anyway; feel free to drop a hello or something nice. because i just want to talk and have fun, and not be swarmed because anything i say is used against me. anyways, razzle out.
