My brain has said things that are basically questioning my life. Why do I feel Ignored? Do they care? Do they even want to be friends with me? I want to distance myself sometimes... I want space, but I want love, a hug, and an actual reason to get space. It doesn't make any sense to me! I've barely interacted with friends at school and I want to be with them, but the other side of myself is telling me to NOT hang out with them. I feel left out, but for what reason? I started being quieter and distanced, so maybe that's why? I don't know, I'm just questioning life at this point. I'm getting off now, goodbye. Atleast I have my gf