Unfortunately I have to use a friend's acc, but uhm.... This may very well be the final straw. Firstly, let's get a bigger problem out the way. Scratch. My account got banned, and it's looking like I'll never get it back. I nearly broke down because it wasn't even MY FAULT. (thanks to my sister.) But this isn't how I wanted to go down. Also my sister. WILL SHE EVER SHUT UP? I understand she's trying to "sympathize", but it gets so annoying sometimes. She just comes to me with a new sobstory each day, a new problem EVERY SINGLE DAY and I have to bear it Why do I have to bear it? Nearly every person I know always has to come to me to vent about something and I'M AT MY LIMIT. I've tried to help in situations. It's ended up with someone quitting life and I get blamed for it. WHY can't I just fix things that are my problems? I understand there are certain things that are out of my control, but I CANT DO ANYTHING. I have to "be the bigger person" and LISTEN TO EVERY. SINGLE. PROBLEM. I've made some bad mistakes in my life. So many. It's so bad. My life is bad. I just can't do anything right. I've had so much on my mind and I might as well unleash everything. This is stupid. What am I doing? I can't. I can't. I just can't. I was expected to be some perfect kid. I have to have good grades, Its the end of the year, what am I saying? I can't do much anymore. I'm burnt out, with no ideas what so ever. Just.... give me ideas. Please. I'll respond for sure.
