chat the fictionkin dysphoria is getting to me real bad like bruh istg </3 for some reason most of my dysphoria comes from the fd fandom not having enough content and the good content is locked behind websites i can't access because of my parents </3 okay first of all there is like NO content about me bruh i just can't </3 like okay man i kinda get it but like WHY DO THE OTHER VISIONARIES AND SIDE CHARACTERS GET MORE CONTENT THAN ME </3 second of all this fandom can't have fun. have yall ever noticed that there's no cross shipping or god forbid genderqueer headcanons????? it's like bro </3 one time i saw art of the fd1 characters as furries and it got downvoted to heck. this kinda matters because when it comes to making goofy cross-movie edits with the characters the fandom is SILENT. lastly this doesn't have nothing to do with the fandom WHAT IS UP WITH ME LATELY </3 </3 </3 okay so the permashift kinda came out of nowhere and stuff and also the fact that i can't draw my ideas is slowly getting to me AND ALSO i am very canon divergent so it's like even worse. WHERE THE HELL ARE ALL OF THE FD KINS </3 most of the bridgerace content on ao3 got discontinued before the bridgerace even happened. i've also been feeling really off today for some reason and i KNOW it's because of all of the fd content i've been consuming today ALSO most of my clothing is all girly and stuff i don't want that :< i want a plaid blue and red shirt and a blue overshirt IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR ik there's probably more i wanted to say but because i have the memory of a goldfish with a lobotomy i probably forgot. sam out