Written and owned by x_Nagito_Komaeda_x *Photo is not mine* Comments are appreciated. Tell me what you think. Context: To get this out of the way, I'm pretty sure I have undiagnosed Autisum and I know I have anger issues. I've been sure of these things for awhile now. I had a really bad meltdown today that caused me to hurt myself. I got really angry over something and ended up having this meltdown and instead of trying to help me I was told I was overreacting. I did end hurting myself during this meltdown in the form of clawing at my arms, banging my head and pulling my hair. I have also gone nonverbal for the time being. This may be over sharing but I have no one else to tell.
I'm screaming and crying Banging my head Clawing at me skin My arms, my face Grasping my hair I pull and I pull Not a word is said From me that is The words you say make me sink even deeper "Privileged" and "overreacting" So I cry a little louder Bang a little harder Claw a little harder Pull a little harder Still you do nothing And leave me here in my meltdown Ready to self-destruct