hi loves! Ive been working rlly hard the past few weeks trying to produce more music. my goal is to make an album by the end of the year but im not quite good enough for that yet. Im so grateful so many people on here relate to my music. I wrote this song this week about turning seventeen, im turning seventeen in two weeks and it's scary not knowing what's gonna happen next. I hope at least someone can relate and connect with this. love you guys, if you have any feedback or songwriting tips pls share! lyrics: I used to dream I was seventeen Had everything laid out like a movie scene have a boy to kiss and some friends to miss But they’d never miss me I used to cry almost every night I thought by now I would have tried to make things right Closer to 20 than I am to 13 My skin is made of porcelain There’s caos in my veins Can’t get out, can’t go back Its always just the same Im stuck inside a music box Spinning to the beat I swear im trying not to fall But im about to break Dont tell me im to much Dont tell me im to sweet I dont want a fight I just need some coffee please Sorry im to shy Sorry I cant sing No one seems to like That I dont like to read Sorry for my laugh My smile The sun The sky Sunsets I take pictures of every night Why can’t I just Exist Without some random person having a problem with it My cat My art My clothes My life The music I listen to when I cry Seventeen is not what they all promised me My skin is made of porcelain There’s caos in my veins Can’t get out, can’t go back It will never be the same Im stuck inside a music box Spinning circles in my mind I swear im trying not to fall Im running out of time
this song is all mine, I wrote sung, played the guitar, and mixed it on GarageBand.