{ IDENTITY } [ future gender ] Hydrangeakit will eventually come out as genderfaun (credits to my friends Lin [ @Dartboards ] and Basil for petitioning me to use this gender for Hydrangeakit). To be genderfaun is to be a form of genderfluidity that normally spans most all genders save female or females aligned genders. I plan to roleplay this out by changing the pronouns in their starter on different threads. Before discovering this, however, Hydrangeakit will experiment quite a bit with a wide variety of pronouns and identities. They'll notice, however, that the labels that seem to fit one day feel wrong in the other. Eventually, Hydrangeakit will become frustrated by this and label themself as apagender, using any/all. After all that, they'll finally realize that they're genderfaun, but they'll still use any/all pronouns unless specified otherwise. [ future sexuality ] For most of their apprenticeship all the way up into early warriorhood, they'll present themself as unlabeled, because to them gender was never really a factor in romantic attraction. Then they'll realize that's basically the definition of being pansexual. Hydrangeakit will also be demisexual. Although they'll entertain crushes and the idea of romance, they won't become partners with anyone unless they know them quite well and trust them completely. { PERSONALITY } [ simplified personality ] ( pos ) Fun-loving, Adaptive, Crafty, Independent ( neu ) Unconcerned, Facetious, Selfish, Stubborn ( neg ) Evasive, Rude, Cynic, Impulsive
{ PERSONALITY (continued) } [ detailed personality except it's I don't know how to write detailed personalities edition ] Hydrangeakit lives in the moment and lives to have fun. Enjoying the thrill of spontaneity, they will often choose the path of action that feels most entertaining, and abandoning all reason and thought as a result. Once they have a plan, they won't stray from it for anyone else, even if that plan is clearly doomed to fail. Though Hydrangeakit might realize that the outcome is unfavorable, at that point they think it's too late to back out. Still, they're highly resourceful, and can quickly make the best out of a bad situation, using whatever's around. Even if their plans are bad and the execution is messy, they'll quickly reorient themselves after challenges are thrown their way. Hydrangeakit will even go so far as to refuse help in a situation, because they want achieve it by themselves. It's not that they don't trust others, it's that the accomplishment feels better to them if they've single handedly (pawdedly?) done it. They feel that others probably have the same mindset, and therefore always puts themself first above everyone else. Hydrangeakit's mindset also reflects this, as they're extremely optimistic and tend to be blinded by the little light instead of seeing the looming darkness. Part of this is that Hydrangeakit take little account of consequences. They often don't take things like punishments seriously and they don't care much for the opinions of others. They love to laugh and see others laugh. Jokes are a sort of second nature to Hydrangeakit. They try to wring a cheap laugh out of everything, and express emotions, feelings, and inner thoughts loudly and boldly. Especially when they feel cornered, or in a bad situation, they'll try to make as many jokes as possible, as a defense mechanism to try and make the situation seem more manageable or less serious as it is. Usually, they'll unintentionally hurt people in their reckless way of living, making cruel comments without thinking of the hurt they might cause first. Still, Hydrangeakit has a hard time admitting they did something wrong, dodging guilt. In a similar way, they run away from hurt and sorrow, choosing to ignore problems rather than fix them, because they're afraid it'll make it worse for them. [ How will this personality develop? ] Hydrangeakit will always love to joke around, though as a kit they're jokes aren't going to be the funniest. However, since kindness is a bit in short supply in Urchinclan, those jokes quickly turn mean. Also because of the environment in where Hydrangeakit will grow up, they quickly notices that playing it safe in such a competitive clan won't get you anywhere. Instead, they're bold. They fling themselves into things, taking opportunities whenever they present themselves. As they will inevitably, Hydrangeakit comes face to face with death. Instead of drowning themself in grief, they decide to life life to it's fullest, having as much fun as possible. They learn to value they're own life over everyone else, and how to do things on their own. But out of self preservation, they also learn to avoid or ignore consequences, to not admit things, to run at the first whiff of danger. { FUTURE PLANS } [ longevity ] I do plan to have Evanescentkit have a full, complete life. So I won't be taking any rolls with a huge chance of death unless it can't be avoided, or contributes majorly to lore. I'll try my best, to keep them alive, but at the end of the day it is still gens. So fingers crossed on no weekly kit and all that. [ grinding ] I don't have any exact exp goals, but I do want to give Evanescentkit a good fighting chance, both because having good exp is good for lore and also just in case something happens like wolves invading urchinclan (mossclan safety fails flashbacks). { TRIVIA } [ Favourites ] Food - Barnacles Scent - Petrichor Colour - Dark green Weather - Cloudless and sunny [ Least favourites ] Food - Seagull Scent - Rotted fish Colour - Bright yellow Weather - Pouring rain [ misc. trivia ] Personality archetype - ESFP-A Dnd alignment - Chaotic neutral Dnd class - Bard or Fighter Nicknames - Hydra, Hy, Ange (but only if you know them well) { CODEWORD } Hi it's hidden in the following: banana cheeseburger silver salmon peach blue tree no leaf i want butterfly arson blahblah flower hyssop desktop mushroom Rp example didn't fit in the descriptions so they're in the project.
