Can people stop acting like grades are the end of the world. I’m so done with school. “Grades are just how we make sure you understand the material” sure buddy. Then why do some of us treat people who are getting C’s which is a PASS like 2nd class citizens. If I get a c on an exam THATS GOOD. But NO when I get home and say I got a C on my exam THATS NOT GOOD RNOUGH. ARE YOU SURE YOU TRIED YOUR HARDEST? YES I DID I ALMOST CRIED DURING THAT EXAM YOU DUMMY. I’m so done. They even treat getting a B like I didn’t even try. I’m starting to not even care anymore. Another thing on expectations I wanted to be an astronaut when I was 8 and my parents supported that fully but the second I want to be a lawyer or a politician it’s “You have to be good a this!!” Or “you need to be good at that” AND THEN THE SECOND I WANT TO GET INTO SOMETHING THAT COULD HELP ME it’s “BUT THEN YOUR GRADES WILL FALL…” PICK A SIDE. I’m so done with people’s crap. Let me just live the life I want to. I just want people to stop bothering me and then the second I respond act like they’re the victim. Writing all this has made me realise that the reason people keep pushing me is because they think they can and get away with it. “But I’m done. I’m not letting someone push me.” And again and again and again and again and again and again I let them. And it gets worse. And worse. Until one day I finally won’t. For real that time. And I’m being vague with what I say for a reason. Well 2. If someone irl sees this they might get all victim-ey and report me for “targeting them”. And scratch most likely wouldn’t enjoy hearing me talk about how I sometimes think horrible things about people. SO horrible that sometimes I almost throw up. Hopefully I can last until I’m able to leave and have two less people pushing me. That’s all for now. Hope your doing better than me. But that bars on the ground. <3
