Tears, she had never felt those for moons .. tears- she was weak now wasn't she ? Everyone will see and laugh at it .. Oh she just wanted to go back in time and be a kit , fix her life... but oh- how it knew that would never happen in a thousand moons In every universe you'll just be the same. With that , she just curled up covering her face and closing her eyes into a slumber.. what she thought until her dream was even worse... That same small kit looked at her " back again hmm?" Heartbreakkit grinned uncannily... the small kit bounced over before shoving heartbreakhaven " I knew you'd be back , and I know your weak ." She giggled while heartbreakhaven sat there just letting this fake version laugh and laugh " soo~ , you believe my words? .., but oh how everyone seems to know you'll never change.. oh they hate you heartbreakhaven. " heartbreakkit cruely laughed once more " I know." Heartbreakhaven sighed , not fully caring anymore.. why was this smaller version so cruel now .. " oh - you can call me hettie. The name oh sweet father gave / you/.. no one calls you that anymore do they , you don't deserve a name such as that .. it's so much nicer - "hettie said looking at wren " unlike a dark soul . " hettie flicked a paw before moving away from the deer "Hettie..? " it seemed to say , as if taking this information as knew .. " you know - you could of always just ran away.. when Sliverstar brought you into camp , you could of stayed with your sister , with your family who wasn't in the clan .. but no- you were so so so weak , you decided to join .. now look at you , tch " hettie frowned , " *we* had no choice did we? .. it was join or most likely be forgotten by anyone.. we would of only survived by being in seaclan ." It snapped back . "You love to lie don't ya`? , lying to your kits... poor poor Nevermorepaw.. his whole life full of lies of someone he loves the most ." Hettie seemed to be just like heartbreakhaven really... same cruel behaviour and yet , heartbreakhaven now just... seemed a bit like her old self , cautious and not trying to cry "No wonder why forevermorelaurel probably hates you , no wonder Harmonyweb and Northern never believe a word you say, no wonder why Brokenrose never speaks to you , no wonder why your new kits will most likely just turn on you .. no wonder why Flickfracture-" hettie could go on and on and yet heartbreakhaven seemed to stop hettie " stop. P-please.. i know , I know .. I can't fix everything I've done , I know I can't change just ..- stop making it worse." It seemed to muttered underneath its breath , it's eyes looking like it would cry again. " Azurestar would replace you in a heartbeat. " hettie whispering with a grin , she was only doing this for fun well.. who knows if its for fun , this was literally a dream. Heartbreakkhaven felt smaller and smaller, like a fawn left alone by its mother " I'm sorry - I-I really am ." It said to hettie , why hettie? Hettie should be the one saying sorry and yet here was the true heartbreakhaven, just like old times .. scared and nervous, always saying sorry .. behind all that void of nothingness was a forgotten cat, a cat like a shattered mirror.. Heartbreakkhaven looked down , her tail curling around itself as acting like a barrier "Ohh` did I hurt the poor big brave heartbreakhaven? Pffttt.." hettie giggled , what a waste of a deputy, honestly. " won't your fathers be disappointed in you wren." Hettie said rather too similar and yet she couldn't know where that voice was familiar from .. " what." It said with tears falling down it's face . " you heard me." Hettie grumbled , " you know what I've said." The fawn , was simply heartbreakhaven all along .. while the deer ? That was missing.. forever The small hettie vansiehd , with her family there .. oh no no - it seemed to just close it's eyes , curling into a ball . No no no They can't see her upset, they'll laugh at her , they'll- Her eyes were open , and they were gone .. She was back awake with the sun arriving, it's eyes still seemed sad , as if one more thing and she'd just cry once more.. 'How pathetic ' she seemed to think .. She looked at the sun , it seemed to shine every single gle day whole the moon was dark and cold... hm Right next to hear was a foxglove, it's eyes looking at the plant , she didn't pick it up , just looking at it .
Part four- tba Foxglove symbollism symbolize the dual nature of beauty and danger
