On Friday, I got a call from my best friend's mom saying that my best friend had k1ll3d herself. Yesterday, I got a call from my dad saying that my cousin d13d in a car accident. Why is it that I feel like everyone I love is leaving me? My best friends' name was Jordi and I l0ved her so much. She truly was my light when I was in so much darkness. And idk what I'm going to do without her. My cousin, always cared for me and was so sweet. He didn't deserve to d1e. I feel so bad for my boyfr1end because he's really trying his best to cheer me up but, nothings really working. Sure, I laugh but the pain still lies inside and as soon as I finish talking to him, I cry because I want to seem strong in front of him even when I'm not. This world really sucks sometimes huh?
Rest in peace Jordi and Peter. I miss you guys<3 ToT
