I know that this is a stupid reason to be sad over, but here I am trying not to feel so sad. I honestly hate the feeling I feel whenever I see that someone won something like a fan call, or a fan sign. I get jealous and I feel sad. I feel like I’m in a dark pit with no end. Dumb, I know. But yet here I am, drowning in the feeling. I have no money. My parents probably wouldn’t let me go anyways, and they wouldn’t waste their money on something like that. Not when there are better things to use it for than on me and some k-pop idol. But still. I see notices for things like this, telling all us fans that “oh by the way we’re having a fan call and fan sign event” Yippee I really wish I could meet IDID in a fan call or a fan sign. Can I? Nope. (Don’t ask me why IDID, i don’t know) And then when idols comment on people’s posts or notice their comments in lives (Ik, it’s stupid lolololll)(Which, by the way, congrats to the people who are lucky enough to be noticed by them! You deserve it gorgeous) ….. There are those fans who have luck, money, and time. Then there’re fans like me and my friends. No money, no luck, no time. Plus parents who don’t understand or want to help us with this lol But it’s fine, I’ll just wait until I’m older, no sweat Haha ….. Also, another stupid thing. K-dramas make me depressed. I WANT A HOT KOREAN MAN why isn’t there anyone …. Welp Sorry to bother you Sorry for these stupid reasons lolz Oof I already regret posting this lol Hope you have a good dayyyyyy Ilyyyy
