honestly I relate bro U_U I go through the exact same thing. I have no friends, I have no life, but I keep pointing anyway. who really needs a bunch of bozos in the end? real friends are the ones that stay with you anyway, no matter what happens. most people just don't understand that real friends are just way too hard to come by. but knowing what i know of you, I can tell you're gonna find someone. then someone after that. then another. so just keep pointing.
what is with femboys and wanting to die, seriously... if I had a nickel for every femboy i've seen try to kill themself, i'd have 2 nickels. not a lot, but still surprising it happened twice (I'm the other one btw but i got over it)