my arms are sore from all the scars. It hurts to write in class. I can't even eat properly. my father saw my scars and he spanked my arms until they were bruised. his girlfriend doesnt even feed me when it's only the 2 of us. she fed me a dead rat and forced me to eat it. I threw up after i ate it. my friends say 'body goals' but really im starving to death. you can see my rib cage and my spine. It's not even funny anymore. i used to be large but now im xxs. It's getting to the point where when i try to eat i just throw it back up. I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. i used to be a pretty girl with carmel tanned skin but now im just a walking corpse. It once got to a point where i threw up blood. I can't sleep at night because i always feel like someone is watching me constantly.
