so, life is getting weird for me life is good. but in a weird way. I'm still seeing things that scare me, I'm still anxious and sad as hell.. but holy heck, i've even lost a lot this year. but... my meds are helping me get a bit more sleep.. That's good. I've been less aggressive towards my entire freaking bloodline every time i feel the slightest bit off. but the good moments seem so wrong so trippy like someone's watching me or something i dissasoiate. and before i know it, three hours have past.. then five.. then six.. god.. it's insane. I'm beginning to have "therian shifts" more often than i used to and I keep having weird as freak dreams and nightmares. I'm crying as I type this, which is funny because i'm not sure why. sorry if my grammar and puncuation is bad. just don't feel like correcting it lol.
