I've having bottled up stress ever since I've worked in animations for scratch MAPs. Even though the end results are amazing, I just feel no happiness or motivation for them anymore. It just feels like a chore now. I'm going to be graduating and moving to Poland soon, so I have more work to do and Scratch is adding to the pile. I love you guys, but the invites and requests are starting to feel like a lot. Years ago, I had really bad panic attacks and anxiety and these feelings are coming again. This isn't an excuse to get out of MAPs, and if you think that's it just leave. Now. Being anxious is human and not childish. Anxiety isn't a loophole for getting out of work, It's a crappy emotion. So long story short, I'm closing invites and stepping away from animation. Don't even try to convince me to rethink this, this is LITERALLY for my sanity lol. I'll probably take a hiatus too.
So I'll work on my MAP parts I need to finish, and then I'm going to step away. I don't think I'll join more MAPs in the future, an exeption making TNEs. I want to focus on my comic. I'm proud of it and I want to keep it going, but it's being hidden in my pile of crap I need to get through </3 Thank you for reading and stay safe ^^ - @girlugotthis
