UPDATE, jun6 2026 I’m doing better with my sensitivity about views and stuff.. barely. I’m feeling happy irl and I’m genuinely enjoying not feeling like I have to post in order to make a few people online happy all of the time. so I might post every few weeks, or so. I won’t have a schedule. but I’ll post every once in a while, for my own satisfaction and not focusing on other people’s! og problem, may 28 2026 main topic: I’m so sorry guys. I’m truly sorry. I just can’t do this anymore. i think I’m gonna quit scratch. context: well, I can’t bring myself to quit. i care far too much about my friends on here to leave fully. I’m just gonna stop making projects. when I make them, I hardly get any views, which most of you likely wouldn’t expect, due to my follower count. but I feel so alone and ignored. and I can’t take it anymore. feeling ignored is one of my worst fears. and if I feel that way every time I post a project, it makes me want to cry. I seriously have a bad problem with my confidence, and with my skill. I feel so worthless but so important at the same time. my life is getting really confusing, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m gonna try to take care of myself and thrive as well as I can while I stop posting. i’ve found that I am way too sensitive for posting things online, so I’ve decided that it won’t happen again until i’m ok, or unless its important. thanks to the people who are there for me everyday and talk to me when I need it ( like @Solar_Nightshade and @spirit534. ) I’ll still be talking to them and others when I want to. but I’m not gonna post anymore. I’m sorry. this may last forever or it may last a couple of months. just don’t be sad. I’ll still talk to everyone when they message me. the only reason I’m not fully quitting is because I have friends on here I’d give the world for. my friends are the only reason I’m not fully leaving. seriously.
