black tide is consuming me

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EDIT: a day later I’m here bc turns out that I have no where else to vent my feelings and I’m most comfortable doing so on scratch. I think I’ll yap in my profile and stuff but I just won’t draw nor post anything. does not mean I’ll be here that often though also I may not respond to comments if I don’t feel emotionally decent or whatevr. basically im burnt out destruction equation ok hi I’m going to type this super quickly bc I need to do stuff - also typing everything you don’t need to know but whatever. I would normally have all of this in my profile comments but bc I’ll be inactive for a while, I’m going to dump everything here first of all, I think we should all thank school. I mean who DOESN’T love school?? am I right basically, my situation is culminatings. wow my favourite word too, did you know I’m drowning. I’m going to be incredibly busy with all that french and English and stuff from this day forward until june 24th. but aqua, that’s basically an entire month … yeah i know. i may be a bit addicted to scratch lowk and if i don’t get off of this site more for the next 2 weeks, i may be cooked. but why did i say the next 2 weeks when i said June 24 earlier? if you guessed french, you’d be correct DING DING DING how did you know??? I have a presentation again and we HAVE to be prepared on the first day of presentations. I’ve never been ready. I need at least a week to memorize scripts bro </3 ok I kind of got a bit sidetracked but anyways overall I have to write an essay for English (isn’t too bad) AND my science teacher gave us an essay that’s due NEXT FRIDAY/ THIS IS SO TRHRILLING. I have so many things to do. You already heard about french, and then uh science report and some art presentation I think (why do all of these include writing ..) idk what’s going to happen but I’m going to try to avoid scratch for a while and focus on my academic life. sigh I’m so tired of this. my csp trial is going to explode soon but it’s ok bc I already saved my art (wips) so whatever. I do have smt to post like tomorrow I know I’m going o be burnt out after exams but I’ll try to post art once Im free from the shackles of school and misery. I’m so sorry to those whom I owe payments to, oh my god I keep delaying them .. in fact, I’m considering not participating in artfight much for my owed art I was genuinely so free last term like the difference is actually insane … also for some reason my English teacher is making us do a DRAMA assignment for our culminating when ik that it’s supposed to be a film pitch ???? I hate my life. anyways good bye see you tomorrow