it’s not like anyone cares or sees these anyways. i know, M and X i promised i wouldnt but ive been loosing motivation in everything and cant come to love myself in anyway. i’m sorry this will probably scare you M since you’ve told me your scared for my life, and i am too. im so depressed but dont have any reason to be. i thought i was doing better but probably not. i love yall, but dont take this as my last post because it isnt since this is saying im 1/3 considering it but not saying im gonna do it. anyways goodnight bugs love you rascals in a platonic way </3!
anything to stop hallucinating ig.
