I read. I stare. And all I ever think about is what I've done. I have done great things And everywhere I go I see how much bad I've really done. I cant unsee it. Its Blinding It Hurts So much. No one is responsible for everything. Everyone is responsible for nothing. I've made what im responsible for your problem. I stare into the gates of heaven and see every single one of you And when im reminded of my sin I m. D r a g g e d B a c k. D o w n T o . H e l l . No one can HELP. HELP. HELP. HELP. HELP. HELP. HELP. You think you know me and yet you know so little- I TRIED. I TRIED TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND. I TRIED TO GET YOUR HELP. And I always end up making my issues your problem. Your PROBLEM. PROBLEM. PROBLEM. PROBLEM. PROBLEM. PROBLEM. It hurts I cant think straight. The littlest things remind me of my wrongs. I cant cope. Its not your fault. It never Was. I tear out all my blood vessels and lay them out like mines.
mus_chimera By ~ Toastsc this is not part of the arg, meaning, it is not canon
