hi cuties i don't usually write poetry but i suddenly had the urge to on a random friday night ... but anyways here you go enjoy ok ily guys always and yes there is an olivia rodrigo lyric reference ♡♡ love is wondering on days like these if you want me if it's all in my head, if you never really cared. love is the thrill i get when your name pops up on my phone the way you say my name, the way you look at me when you think i don't notice. love is long car rides at night with the music on, thinking of you. love is how you're always on my mind when i'm in the shower, in my prayers. love is rereading our old messages lying on the floor sneaking peeks at my phone, calling while walking home in the rain. love is missing you counting down the minutes until our next class together, wondering how i look in your eyes. love is your blue eyes and your laugh, and your ruffled hair. love is confusing. messy. beautiful. you could take my heart or you could break my heart with just a few words. i hate how i love you. sometimes i wish i didn't feel this way and i want to hate you. but i know that no matter how hard i try, i can't hate you. i'll come running back as soon as you call. every time. because this rollercoaster is everything. it's all i've ever had.
