My friend emailed me this.....full screen to see better.
am I that good of a friend....??? I'm actually crying Here is what it said if you couldn't read it: "I don't really understand the reasoning on how i was fine and perfectly fine as your friend at the beginning but now I’m messing everything up and it’s either I’m a idiot or I'm doing it on purpose and I promise I’m not a idiot and I swear I'm not doing it on purpose I'm just trying to be the best friend I could possibly be and somehow I’m messing it up with every step and every mistake I m sorry and i don't want our friendship to end i care about you make me feel safe and I trust you even more than I trust myself you’r the reason I choose to keep going and I’m not sure what I want anymore"