um guys my whole world is falling apart and this comm is the only place i feel like i can reach out too. so let me tell u guys the story i really need h3lp please give me advice in the comments. So basically abt 2 months ago i met this girl (lets call her j) i used to be bffs with then we were enemies then we became bffs again. so today is the very first day i heard about this my other bff told me that j apparently had been talking sper super bad behind my back calling me ignorant saying im mean when im joking and no ones feelings r hurt and its a inside joke saying i gossip to much when she literally brings up the convos. BUT THATS NOT THE WORST PART who knew it could get worser apparently ive had a crvsh on this guy since like jan or feb some of you guys know but she knew i liked him and she liked him to she knew i get we cant control our feelings but she didn't even try to stop she is trying to make him lik her back me and him have this inside joke and nicknames we call each other today she started calling him the nickname i always call him and basically since its friday we get free time she had scratch she finished all her work and was done but she chose to stay in that room bc she "had friends she didn't see that much" and bc my crvsh and hers was in their she was talking to him at recess and the thing is she always would h8 on him tell me i should not like him and today she was TOTALLY fl!rt!ng with him ON PURPOSE and i genuinley L0VED j she was my bff i loved her more than anything anyone with my whole heart and after everything i have done for her no offence but she made ALL her friends through me everyone says im "popular" idk if its true but i am friends with almost all the girls in the grade she was friends with my enemy they stopped being friends and then she became friends with me and lowkey became friends with all my friends and "apparently" im stealing her friends heoney im how you got them im so hurt like my heart feels broken. Also btw everyone thinks my crvsh likes me i used to ask her if she thought he liked me she would always say yes he always st@res at me and looks back at me or looks for me and does small favors for me gets me bubble gum well whatever if u stayed here and read all of this TYSM idk how u listened to me yapp that long tytytytytyty ilysm ur a real one ;)