Heya! It’s Jewel! So, as of April 12th, and my sexuality change, I thought maybe some edits were in order. So I changed 2 pins, one is the Aro/Ace Bi oriented, and there’s a smile face too! Also added a gem to the bandanna. Update: My mental health’s been down in the dumps lately. My parents are screaming at me, and well, yeah. I know my life isn’t that bad, but sometimes I have…thoughts. I don’t want your pity, and if you know me in real life, I don’t wanna talk about it. I know that I have a roof over my head and food and water, but sometimes life sucks. It really does. I’m grateful for my parents, but I’m under way too much pressure. I feel like if I don’t live up to their standards, they’re better off without me. Anyway, never mind all that. I’ll be fine at some point. But I do think I may have anxiety. I had what felt like an anxiety attack a couple of months ago. I couldn’t see straight, everything was fuzzy, my legs were shaking, I was on the verge of tears, I kept trembling, and I got really hot, like sweating hot. I just…I don’t feel comfortable telling my parents anything anymore. They always say I can talk to them, but I can’t. When I came out to my mom as bisexual last year, she just said, “I was too young to know yet. You’re only doing it because you think it’s cool and your friends are doing it. You’re straight.” And then she walked away. And she’s the one I trusted the most. I thought she’d be the one to understand. But she just pushed me away. Like always. My parents also force me to do extracurriculars even though I don’t want to. Sometimes it feels like they care more about my college record than me. I lost my great-grandmother. And it hit me hard. Last week, I just sat in my bathroom and cried for 30 minutes straight. Anyways I think that’s enough. So let’s get onto the more fun stuff! Pride month! HAPPY PRIDE MONTH, MY GEMS! Whether you’re queer or not, YOU CAN CELEBRATE TOO! YIPPEEE! So I was planning to make an animation, but uhhh…apparently, Procreate has this thing where there's a limit to 72 frames. So yeah, womp womp wompppppp. BUT MY QUEEN LADY GAGA SAYS TO BE URSELF SO GO LISTEN TO BORN THIS WAY, MY FELLOW RAINBOWIANS!!! NO, "THANK YOU BEYONCE", THANK YOU MY QUEEN LADY GAGA!! JEWEL OUT
