I don't know if I'm okay with that.
I don't remember how I met chord. but I remember how I met Katarina. I was playing the game this all started in. super animal royale, a game where you battle animals with guns (lol). in between matches of the royale, you can explore an expansive world map. people use this game for roleplaying instead of battling. I met Katarina when she was roleplaying with basically the entire lobby. and I walked over, and things started getting lore heavy. long and short: the game has a godlike being named Banan and Katarina was worshipping Banan's rival, ORB. so, a bit of roleplaying later, Katarina stopped worshipping ORB. the main thing me (cakemaster), Chord, and Katarina, roleplayed was MCdornalds. we would spend 2-3 hours every couple days roleplaying. it was so fun. my character was kind of like a detective, that's what the fridge notes where about. and also, to explain me meeting Katarina. there where 3 different groups of people at some point that got into the MCdornalds and were getting infected or something...? and throwing up? I got overwhelmed and left the MCdornalds. that was the ending of work at MCdornalds sim. we also roleplayed camping. Katarina was mad at me, chord explained that she possibly liked me... I wasn't prepared for that... and I left the game. the last thing that happened was we were doing camping roleplay; Katarina was acting up; she was being annoying because she wanted to work at MCdornalds. chord got overstimulated for some reason... she was crying, she was asking questions about what I "hated" or didn't like about her. I said that nothing was wrong. she shouldn't worry about what other people want. she started saying sorry to me. I don't know why. I told her that if she wanted to, she could leave, because I was about to leave. right when I clicked the exit button, I saw one last message. "Please don't unfriend me" that night I had sleep paralysis... I kept thinking about that moment, but in reality, I was dreaming about it. and to my horror, I mentally could NOT make my brain stop thinking about it. she disappeared shortly after that. I still miss her. but she might never come back. I miss her.
