tw today is hard for me. one year ago from today i attempted. i dont feel like writing out the whole story today. maybe ill retell it when i finish this. but for now im just gonna keep it to myself. nobody was supposed to know. im not supposed to be here. knowing this really scares the heck out of me, and right now i just feel a lot of unwanted emotions. so i had to pour out all my feelings on this project, so yeah. i know its corny, but its something. its also bad on purpose, i hope you know.
anyways happy birthday albert from flamingo. you really make my day, and watching your videos helped me feelbetter on today of all days.
