99% of code by @EMIANDRYO ! the "bAd wOrD dEtEcToR" wont let me explain how i made a mistake in coloring her skin, but its supposed to be a pale peach, the fill tool betrayed me hiatus info: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1322841315/ ok so bare with me, theres ALOT to go over here. if you have heard anything bad about me from this person this is basically defending myself. and NO. i am NOT trying to drag this on. im simply explaining to OTHERS why i shouldnt be dragged to the deepest pits of hell over this.. no im not gonna delete the comments call me immature but he needs to be held accountable for his own actions. so for context, me n opal had been friends for about 4 years. we were very off-on friends due to being kids who fought over dumb things. so we took a break from each other until we both matured enough to be friends, and it worked for awhile. through early 2025, our friendship was healthy. but something really bad happened to opal in summer of 2025 which i wont disclose as that is his private information and ever since then he just acted weird. he always acted like he just didnt care about his life anymore. he grew distant and cold. and atp i wasnt friends with my old friendgroup anymore due to them being toxic so i was lonely and scared. my response at the time was to treat him the same because i didnt know what to do. he got the idea that i didnt want to be his friend anymore because of this, and i explained myself, and he apolgized (sorry for lack of details, its because he blocked me on roblox, so i cant check the old messages). ever since that day, he was snappy and pushy. and that hurt me. not only because i was being treated like garbage, but because he was treating himself like garbage too, but he was still my best friend. and i chose to see him for that. so i stayed in the friendship. but trying to keep up with him drained my mental health. he was constantly upset and dragging me down with him. and he was always assuming i had intent to hurt him, which made me feel like i was a bad person. i felt like i wasnt enough and too much at the same time. but whenever i tried to convey that, it always had to be about him. he would dodge my questions and just act awkward around me after. but, enough with the bg info, im here to talk about what caused the hiatus. you can read everything yourself here. so, first off, my first mistake was staring so heated up. i had just learned the information a few hours ago and i was anxious and needed to get to the bottom of it immeditely. next, what happened for me getting accused of making fun of him was i sung a song (cherry blossom iced tea) and opal said "isnt that just monika?" and i laughed bc i thought it was funny and i was gonna say "no dude if you heard the actual songs u would think they are way different" but before i could opal got defensive and said "dont make fun of me i was just confused" and i said "i..wasnt making fun of you? but sorry" and while yes i shouldnt have laughed probably, thats not "expressing that he was hurt" thats literally just getting upset over a joke and wanting a valid reason to be mad. a proper explanation would be smth like "well it didnt seem like that to you, but it felt like that to me. please dont do that again." THEN i wouldnt be upset because it was made clear what went wrong and where my intent was mistaken and i would apoligize. and yes, the old me was rude and made everything everyones fault but mine. but ive CHANGED. and bringing up the past in an argument is just immature and wrong. and i was going to say that i have a right to listen to someone ive known for 7 years, but i never explained it was maliah who told me, and i was wrong for that. and i go quiet because im mentally ill. im not trying to blame my mistakes on it, but i gen cant control it and i dont go nonverbal with other people bc im not upset at them and can control my emotions towards them. that IS how friendship works if you would give me the time i need and take a second to see my side of the story. and i feel bad for hurting him, but he obviously wont see my side. and yes, all of that he said was true, i USED to blame him. once again, i changed. HE couldnt accept the fact i changed and let his trust issues hold him back. and i dont completely ignore how he feels? atleast not in the last year or so, so i dont know where he got that from. and OF COURSE IT MATTERED TO ME. i dont even want to get into how much i gave up for him, and how much i gave him. how much effort i put in. yeah and then when i called him out on doing what he was accusing me of (avoiding accountability) he ran away and deleted his account so..yeah.. that took a huge toll on me because he was my best friend and i cared about him a lot and just lost him in the span of a few mins, but im better now! i also took hiatus due to other things but cant explain y bc im out of characters fah
