ignore the fact that i couldn't get the bpm to be perfectly in sycn LOL
okay yeah this wont make any sense unless you read allat stuff on my previous project just saying so go look at that first if you must otherwise none of it will this last part is scary (at least to me) so just um you know how freaking terrifying it was for me to start thinking and pondering about this? the fact that i might not even have a soul, and if i did, the fact that it is just as unpredictable, if not more easily influenced than my body itself, and not a constant? i do have Christian beliefs and such, but honestly? the fact the Bible never barely talks about it or explains it just makes me feel so uneasy. i mean, i may just be very uninformed, like, if you knew yourself (i kind of doubt you would) whether or not your soul is a constant, you could let me know. jowever, if it's not, that'd just be the nail on the polished coffin for me. knowing that my brain can mess me up permanently, fully corrupt myself with no hope for change back to good traits or salvation that's terrifying and i really hope that's not even a possibility BUT i do hear that souls are eternal and that gives me the hope that maybe they are immutable in a way similar to God but... then again. idk why God would do this if the main purpose was to make humans less than Him. i really don't know, but um that was basically the end of it IF you want to finally hear my plokky effect that i've made to help comfort myself, you can use it as you wish. it is down here (in this project LOL): this is the theory/philosophy of Plokky... (it's spaced weird because i used memonotepad) Let your limbs fly from you, and let them hit your enemies... But when they fly from you, or come back, just let them snap back onto you. (more complex version) this philosophy posits that consciousness and feeling are both different, with consciousness being a constant and feeling being a variable. becoming a sort of modular system on how to think of life, almost as a stage play or literal "detaching" of one from their feelings. using the character plok, it is described as literally using feelings to advantage. throwing limbs forward, maybe not voluntarily, but at the same time, not being shocked or caring if they leave or come back. it takes a spin on emotions with the idea that they're extensions of you that aren't fully attached. they simply go, accomplish their goal, and then come back. using this, it attempts to solve the "ghost in the machine" dilemma. by using a modular system it shifts view from "this is happening to me" to "this is what i'm receiving from my extensions" it frames existing as detachment within a limited range, and put most simply, reflects indifference towards situations or scenarios intentional or not. this ultimately is an attempt to minimize the effects of emotions, and instead of full on replacing the idea that you're affected by your body and brain, you still have control over how they move, and react. "Fly on, little Plonky." — maxim of the Plokky practitioner.
