i feel empty idk how to put the empiness into drawing or words for now so heres sum image to represent also a song bcuz it puts sum of it into words 4me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wf-U-YwNwjA&pp=ygUPYXRhc2hpIG5lZXQgd3d3 i feel disgusting i feel horrible i suck this sucks i hate it all i feel is numb i hate it theres no more school i should be happier but i still feel the same as before i hate this i dont want to describe what happened because i will feel worse i have a therapist but the therapist would tell my dad everything if i was honest i only feel safe typing this because my parents dont see here ik this is horrible to do therapy is expenzive but what else do i do it makes me hate for feeling anything but when i only feel numb like this im bad too they already have problems y do i have to be another one i have no talent and im dumb feeling anything is stupid.
