I don't usually post stuff like this but I just want to get this off my chest you don't need to read all of this A couple days ago the day before memorial day my childhood dog got c@ncer and we were able to save her, but they day it couldn't be treated do my tia decided that to put her down the next day. I cried a lot and I say my final words to my dog while hugging her saying saying that I loved her and that was the best dog friend and thank you for being part of my childhood. I left to my room and cried and called my bf and told him what was happening and that was the first time he heard my cry, to help me he talked about his day and other stuff until I fell asleep on call. So the next morning when I woke up I saw that my dog was not in her bed and my mom and tia left and I knew where they were at. 45 minutes later they came back and we all cried together while my two other dogs and cat came to use us we cried as a family. My childhood dog died on memorial day may she in peace I will miss you so much and I'm glad you are not suffering and I hope to see you in heaven when my time has come <3 Don't worry guys I'm okay I'm doing better I'm talking to my friends and they are helping me <:) Have a good morning/afternoon/night and stay safe <3