so its summer for me, and for a few years now my mom's been making me and my sibilings do these workbooks over the summer to kinda keep your mind fresh on topics in them or somethin. i think it sucks, mostly for the obvious reason that i've already been doing school work for most of the year, i dont wanna do more over my BREAK so i just had to do mine right before bed, and the first thing i notice is how childish it looks. i dont have a problem with childish, but this book just screamed 'i'm made for 2nd graders even though i'm actually made for 10th graders' i get to the first day and it's teaching me about clauses. i'm pretty sure ive known about this stuff since i was in elementary school, and it's written specifically to teach someone who doesnt know what they are. my stupid brain goes, 'this is stupid, worthless, and i feel like im being babied' because i hate feeling like that im super overly sensitive and cry at the tiniest things so i start crying because im also supposed to join phrases that dont make sense together so my dad tries to help me but ends up making me feel dumber (not on purpose), i finish it pretty quickly except for my stupid freakouts and that makes me feel even more pathetic cuz now im getting mad over like only ten super simple questions like a brat my dad starts talking to me to be like "youre gonna have to do stuff in life that you wont wanna do" and i feel like hades in that one "I KNOW" clip (but not as mad mostly just frustrated) because ive heard that monologue of his tons and tons and tons of times cuz im a brat who doesnt like being told what to do i end up freaking out and it escalates cuz i always feel like i need to argue and be right cuz again brattiness i eventually storm upstairs and here i am now i feel so pathetic ok thanks for reading this bye ily platonically
