I'm a fish inside a birdcage My brother always sings me songs With his beak he tries to soothe me He makes me feel that I belong He has a wild imagination And tells me things that must be true Like there's a world where I can take flight Where I can freely move So carry me from these walls Brother of mine Show me the world outside It has to be true I'm counting on you To be my wings and my eyes As I breathe into our silence There's a voice that comforts me It's a voice of understanding It's the voice of empathy Wings of feathers, tails, and fin tips We feel each rock so differently You gave me more than I could ask for Indistinguishability So carry me from these walls Brother of mine Show me the world outside It has to be true I'm counting on you To be my wings and my eyes So carry me from these walls Brother of mine Show me the world outside It has to be true I'm counting on you To be my wings and my eyes I'm very chaotic and often don't finish my projects. I'm around 17-19 years old and allegedly completely incapable of making friends. I am starting to come to the conclusion that there isn't a right way to go about it. When I use [1] in a sentence it's essentially a blank spot for you to use your imagination to fill in. It refers to a quote I've wrote down in https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/34004290 I tend to flipflop between opposite states. Sometimes I don't care anymore and just push without any regard for consequences. Sometimes I'm so scared of people that I go isolate myself. Sometimes I just pretend to be normal and hide in the background noise. Sometimes I'm in my element and am actually a nice person. Only once do I remember feeling truly safe. I consist of a thin calm shell with complete chaos inside. By this point I have no idea what's going on, other than that the bitterness, hate and warfare in my head hurts. Maybe it also hurts my heart, but I don't feel my heart. I know it's there. I am capable of empathy. Just not to myself. I wish I were a normal person.
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