"When it your thoughts turns suicid, think how people would even miss you, . Every life of each person , experince greif and greif... hurts .. very much . Think of others react to your own death, they'll feel pain too and it will spread. When you exisit you make things more fun for people's lives and some people will even think you're special to them even tho you didn't know.You're more than living person. You bring fun , joy and laughter .You don't even think of these thing's cause you always focus people who hurt you.The people who hurt you? they might not mean it even tho it feels real.., inside.... we all have promblems and tramua .And that's what make them look like a bad person . They pretend they're fine or become fearful just to avoid pain.That's just how our brain works..we protect ourself from big world. but mostly, most of the time you make their tramua fade and if you keep contuine doing it, less pain for you. Because you're there, you exist ." - me