I don't deserve her....shes so perfect...shes already with her..I cant STOP.shes just so cute--ahhh--god damn why did he have to make u so cute? ur the first girl I actually like and your taken by her..I mean her is nice but two nice... All my other friends ship us, even people online--i find you staring at me, giving me things...and I wonder... God wont answer me so I'm asking Satan--i want it true-I HAD A dream about you two fighting anyways, is it a sign/ but your so perfect and make me feel bad and you said "be yourselff you don't gotta act cool around me" but I do..I have to impress you...SIGH-- you don't know who I am under this happy mask..I'm breaking down and crying I have to act like I'm okay-=you prob do the same--you don't know the fights im in with my mom...you don't know it--you tell me to be honest..I cant you wouldn't get it!!! NO ONE WOULD-NOT a siNGLE PERSON!!!!!!!! I cant even get along with my own parents NO ONE GETS IT..I hide behind jokes and sarcasm...my mask slips sometimes-- God who am I? What am I? I should disappear, no one would know, kiearria you have keeley and Aris, Grace you have Rylin, Rylin you got Grace, Keeley has Kiearria and Elyse, Elyse has Keeley, Mali you have most of the girls see? all of you are good with out me... sigh.............
