˚₊‧♬-ˏˋDon’t be a Coward-♰‧₊˚

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˚₊‧♬-ˏˋ “I’m sorry- for being such a coward-“ ‧˚.♰------♰.˚‧ ♣ “The Watcher” ♣ Crowkit || AMAB || 10” fullgrown || Research: none || Named after: Vultureslaughter, Tormaulinecrow “My first son, what a glorious presence. Such dark fur, yet…broken by the light. But that glare in your deep blue eyes, that glare is one of cold cunning. You bear the same presence of Vultureslaughter, my dear friend. Yes, you shall carry a name like his, and one like my mother—Crowkit, yes. One who does not disappoint.” -Sonnetscourge ‧˚.♰------♰.˚‧ (Non cat stuff ✧.*Hello-! I’m Gem ✧.* He/Him ✧.* I’ve done quite a bit of rp in the past but took a break for a while ✧.* Gens character named Cardinal’Paw and another cat I can no longer remember. ✧.* Now that it’s summer and that I’m feeling good I’d say around a 7 or 8 ✧.* ‧˚.♰------♰.˚‧ ✧.* “But- I don’t- want to do it-“ ✧.* Name ✧.* Crow’Kit ✧.* Are you worthy of the kit ✧.* I’m awesome/j but seriously, I think that I could have a possibility of getting the bean as this isn’t my first rodeo and I’ll cherish them until they part ✧.* Pronouns ✧.* He/Him ✧.* Sexuality ✧.* Bi (Masc leaning) and Asexual (Happy pride month :) ✧.* Personality ✧.* (Positive) Observant, Earnest, Responsible ✧.* (Neutral) Cautions, Questions everything, Persistent, Sarcastic ✧.* (Negative) Cowardly, Untrusting of others, Easily startled More in depth personality ✧.* He’s very observant and notices things that others might not see, he’ll notice things like a slightly discolored flower ✧.* ✧.* He’s very sincere in his actions and prefers to shower people with actions versus words ✧.* ✧.* He’s very responsible, if someone assigns him a task (Something that he deems morally right) he’ll put it above anything else, unfortunately this does lead to him sometimes forgetting to take care of himself if he’s working on something ✧.* ✧.* Along with working hard he’s also very cautious, for example, if he’s hunting in a place full of snakes, he’ll watch his steps and if a snake decided to pounce he’d likely be prepared, this can also be a problem though as he’s suspicious of most things, like a pile of leaves might be hiding a trap or something ✧.* ✧.* He questions almost everything, if someone asks him to do something as previously mentioned he’ll question the person why? If someone asks him something he deems morally wrong, he’ll go full interrogation mode before telling someone about it ✧.* ✧.* He’s very persistent in what he says and does, if he doesn’t get an answer he’ll keep asking questions and pestering the person until he gets a answer he deems satisfactory ✧.* ✧.* Usually smartness comes with a biting tongue and sharp wit, Crow is no exception, he’ll often mutter sharp remarks under his breath directed at the source of his frustration and anger, or just teasing someone he enjoys being around ✧.* ✧.* He’s a coward, and he despises it, he knows that this isn’t what his father wants from him- if only he would understand chirps motives- he’s afraid of many things- heights and strong storms to name a few ✧.* ✧.* It takes a lot to earn his trust, you need to prove to him that you can be trusted, he trusts most of his family members as he’s grown up with them, to prove that you’re worthy of his trust you need to do something for him, being nice is a good start though ✧.* ✧.* He’s extremely easily startled, if he hears something fall behind him, his tail will fluff up with shock and fear, name pretty much anything and he’s likey to be afraid of it at first ✧.* Research ✧.* Anxiety, I have anxiety so I’m describing my own thoughts just like anything, people who do have anxiety will have different experiences, I would describe anxiety as an overload of stress, we all feel a bit of stress but for me, and Crow in this case, many things that others wouldn’t worry about cause immense worry, for example, something as simple as catching prey can pose a problem for Crow as while he’s hunting he’ll think of things like, do we have enough prey to feed the clan?Would *Insert name* like this? What if I scare off the prey? Thats what Crow will deal with in his life, if you want a more proper explanation go here :) ( https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/9536-anxiety-disorders ) ✧.* ✧.* Insomnia, I also have insomnia which for me, is caused by my anxiety and this is also what Crow will deal with, once more this is my own experience with insomnia and this is how it works for me, other people will be different and I’m certainly not an expert on insomnia or anxiety, insomnia for me, is hard to fall asleep because I often worry about things before I sleep. That’s also what Crow will have, trouble to fall asleep as he’s worrying about things, for a better understanding of insomnia -> ( https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/12119-insomnia ) ✧.* Quote ✧.* “I feel like a fool, someone that shouldn’t be in this family, a lost one” ✧.* Continued in credits :)