After taking some time to sit down and think about everything that has happened recently, I have decided to take a long hiatus. I intend to distance myself from scratch every once in a while, to help me get better with social anxiety and my addiction to technology (Yes, I refer to it as an addiction because it probably is). I will occasionally check scratch and stuff, mostly because many, many people on here have helped me through stuff by just existing and being my friend. My old friends weren't the best and easily manipulated me, especially my online ones who guilt tripped me constantly, and I've been afraid that without my new irl friends since we probably won't be in classes together, I won't have anyone to comfort me. I've also feared that I won't be able to have comfort and help from my new friends on scratch since I'll be doing more advanced and stressful classes.
In the end, I do apologize for being indecisive, it's just hard to leave everything I've made and the relationships I've made on scratch behind.