I cant recall the last time I was truly happy nor I can remember someones face or being a true friend to someone I cant tell if I am a good friend I cant tell If I usually have a mask on or not I cant tell if I'm me or another " person " I cant tell why I live I cant tell if I should be truthful I cant tell if I am free
I can tell I'm semi happy I can tell I am semi depressed I can tell I cant always frown unless something bad happens I can tell if I'm pushing my luck I can tell if I am happy I can tell I have " friends " I can tell I am a awkward I can tell I have no future I can tell that......I am.....I...cant remember why make me live when I cannot uphold myself
