okkk so ive had a rough week yall probably dont know that tbh i think a lot of people had a rough week but this is sort of stuff i wanna get off my chest and wont affect random strangers online too much first up, i have aphantasia. i can visualize stuff, i just dont have control over whats visuzalize. basically, i can't remember faces in my head. i cant picture them. i can remember them the second i see their face, but i cant picture it without looking at them. i figured this out when i tried to draw a pfp for luke and remembered idk what he looks like second up, i have multiple personalities. i dont mean like did, i mean like i have a personality tailored for all of my friends. the last time i saw luke, i acted a bit.. odd. i hadn't seen him for a while and didn't remember what version of me he knew, so i sort of distanced myself so he wouldnt accidentally get the wrong personality. and also im a very terrible student and child of my parents i did some bad things not ilegal stuff but bad stuff. anyway thats it for now byee random strangers onlineeee
