Its 11 pm as I am writing this and I still have 1 test to study for next week, 2-3 assignments I need to do, and 6 billion personal projects I have. Yet I am still not sleeping and continuing to type while listening to intense music as my myopia and exhaustion slowly but surely rises. No seriously what am I doing? I've done this, so, so, so many times before, and it will change nothing yet and just annoy you guys and I'm still doing it and yet I'm not stopping it why why why. Why do I want to do this? Is it out of some urge to vent, apathy, procrastination, or something else? Maybe, all? All combined? Or its just me doing it for the sake of it. Like the title said, what am I doing with my life. I might just delete this anyways.
