Ya'll I don't know whether I'm happy or sad or empty anymore, I feel disconnected from reality, mental health was yeeted out the window, dysphoric to the level of mild depression, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I still don't know what I feel, gender ghosted me, sadness? Happy? Angry? Empty? AAAAA I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. I NEED HELP BUT WHERE? HOW? May be taking a break, see above, but I will also still be working on the DTAs I'm in, but I may not respond as fast. I need to go outdoors more, my grades are dropping, my worries are all crashing down on me, and I simply can't be the happy friend anymore. bye for a while, and cya when I find somewhat of a mental health
