!!!! BLOOD MENTION, GORE MENTION, AND JUST ALL-AROUND NOT FUN STUFFED TALKED ABOUT!! HEAVY TRIGGER WARNING!! _________________________________________________ So, I was having a panic attack in my bedroom around 10:00-10:15 last night, After a bit I realize im having a nosebleed, i dont panic immediately because, unfortunately, every summer i get frequent, horrible nosebleeds. So, i of course went to the bathroom to clean myself up, but then i realized very quickly that it was no longer just a nosebleed, and that i was VERY VERY LIGHTHEADED. I eventually yelled for my mom, and, after a while of her trying to help stop the nosebleed, blood starts coming out my fricking eyes. (yes, if you have too bad of a nosebleed, it actually starts coming out your tear ducts naturally.) And it was dripping down my throat as well so i was over here only able to breath through my mouth and mildly unable to see. Everytime my mouth was closed it felt like i was drowning, mind you, so i was trying to breath, swallow blood without drowning, and sk my mom for help, all at once. I ended up feeling so dizzy and so lightheaded, and I nearly passed out. My vision goes tunneled and starts swirling and blurring a ton when I am about to faint, so of course i was yelling at my mom who was helping me stay sitting straight to take me to the ER, until I threw up a TON of blood, and after that i felt kind of okay, still a bit dizzy, but i think the blood clotting in my stomach was the main issue. I ended up staying up until about 1:25 AM because if i were to have laid down and slept i couldve damn wll choked on my own blood. I'm okay now, just kinda off-balanced but that's to be expected. Also, turns out, i might have a condition called Hematidrosis / Hemolacria, which caused the nosebleed to start because i was over-stressed! fun.. /sar
So this is my documentation of what actually happened last night. This isn't an arg post or roleplay or anything like that, this actually happened like 10 hours ago. If any authors need it use my emergency as reference i dont mind
