hi its been 10 months now how are you all doing im doing great ok jokes aside hello everyobody !! its been 10 very short months and i feel the same as i left… which is a surefire way to say i am just as lost as i was back then i have not grown much maturely, or art-wise, or intelligence wise- and that upsets me. HOWEVER!! its update time. im still 5’7 …ok so maybe that wasn’t too great how about this i met some new friends again. again again. i had my birthday! got an astro plush and a bunch of other stuff like like MONEYMONEYMON i uhh also uhh did more work… i cant say i studied or did schoolwork, but like, y’know… it’s inevitable so i still like undertale, and forsaken (though we all know that game is cooked) and blocktales and and… uhh started larping anime (ive always larped it) did some magma stuff then hopped off. shame that alright so in truth my 10 months were uneventful. i do hope all of you experienced great things, tho— you can tell me all about it !! id be glad to hear anything now i do want to point out i took down that project of my leave because i thought it was cringe and too many randos were seeing it… what i said still stands doe… mostly the positive things towards all of you for a few moments, i felt free of scratch’s TINY pressure, and then other things came in and i screwed up again. and i find it embarrassing that i haven’t outgrown this website in maturity. not to shame you all, of course— im more hesitant than blind to other social medias, so its what makes this site feel safer— but soon or later, i think we all know ill leave. you as well. im just taking too long to depart. dont be like me chat… this is getting too emotional lets hop off thanks for getting us past that buckle my shoe meme!!!! thanks for forgetting about my 3 voice reveals i unshared ALL of them HAHAHAHAHAHAH thanks for forgetting me too i was so stressed about people asking for me to come back and it finally died down… no offense of course just requested some quiet and wanted some quiet ok so to answer the biggest question right now: am i back? ive decided that instead of being “gone” or “present” im going to update you for now and MAYBE post on occasion. NO MORE “DEPARTURE” PROJECTS. okay? i must stop with it. maybe a message, a banner— no big project. remind me if i do otherwise, please also i put some art i did inside just check im alive this song reminds me of me i love it im a chud im a chud im a fat little chud yes it gets faster every time you click the flag
