Vanish : ------------ I'm just tired. Ready to expire. I hate that you left me, but who am I to blame? The curtains have been drawn back, but no light came dappling through. It's evil, the way my voice gets feeble. It's why I stare at your shoes, instead of at your face. I'm scared that you'll vanish. I'm scared that you'll vanish without a trace. I want to vanish. I want to vanish out of this place. I stabbed you then I did it to myself. A dangerous cycle of painful gain. I've gained some burdens, gained some names. When my own two hands drew some of my blood again, I grabbed a pen, it saved my fate. Could it save me again? Could you save me again? Or will shadows prove to be my only friend? Please prove them wrong. -- I'd think with my eyes, but I can't see. I wish my mouth could move as fast as my feet - you see I'm losing myself, if only gradually. I feel guilty, and I can't sleep. I hope more of you means less of me. vanished. I'm scared that you'll vanish. I'm scared that you'll vanish without a trace. I want to vanish. I want to vanish out of this place. I'm scared that you'll vanish without a trace. -2:30
Written by Dema.
