(Notes & Credits for song) This song is about being in love with someone who doesn't feel the same and doesn't want anything to do with you. It's about the toxicity that comes with being attached to someone who doesn't treat you fairly and the difficulties of not being able to stop. It Is the first song on the album and serves as a short kind of intro to the rest of Evergreen. Hope you like it!!
I hate the way I love you You love the way you hurt me I want you to know i’m sorry Perfect is something i’ll never be I swear that i’m not coming back this time I say that every time I wish it didn’t hurt this much I wish I didn’t care this much You know that you’re the only one You know me better Than anyone The only one who has enough To really mess me up You’ll change, it doesn’t matter how much I know i’ll never be enough You don’t know how hard I try It’s ruining my life