not a plan to harm myself I promise what I plan to do is take accelerated courses and try to graduate early. I will then go to court and attempt to be emancipated. from then on, I will live with my mammie (who told me I should if needed, which it is) until I get on my feet and tackle the rest of life, hopefully. Jay told me that these last few years will go by the fastest. I've survived almost 15 years of this crazy life, what's a few more?